SIGNS ALONG THE WAY

Sitting here trying to get myself going.  

To resume editing the 1st draft of Volume 1 of Under Siege: Tools and Strategies for Dealing with the Pillars of EMF Sensitivity.

I’m having trouble getting my head out of Volume 2 which will deal with the 4th Pillar.

Esoteric EMFs.

The problem is almost comical.  Thanks to a number of coincidences in recent days I can safely say the Universe is on board not only with my having split the volumes but with the direction I am taking on a couple of the finer points.  Specifically

  • Getting those signs
  • Connecting or Reconnecting with the Psi side

Getting those signs.  As I wrote recently, one of the best ways to increase synchronicities that signal a connection with the Universe is to acknowledge the very cool coincidence or event – thank God or whatever higher spirit you connect with – and make a note – either mental or in a small notebook.

It won’t be long before these coincidences and events start piling up.

But first – acknowledge.

Don’t blow them off as nothing.

Thanking and tracking really helps increase the number.

Connecting or Reconnecting with the Psi Side.  Throughout the years I’ve spoken with quite a few folks on the subject of Psi.

  • Those who are Psi and were happy to compare notes
  • Those who were Psi but lost it
  • Those who wished to have a Psi experience

For this article I will define Psi as a general umbrella for ghosts, angels, premonitions, etc.

I was already planning to include information on how to increase the chances of having a Psi experience in Volume 2.

Given that certain EMFs can block this ability.

A number of conversations in previous days played out as a thumbs’ up from the universe on my plan.

Making it applicable to both situations listed above.

How I love a coincidence.

As I said – it’s a thumbs’ up.

I’m on the right track.  Keep going.

Yesterday I advised someone on a way to reconnect with a deceased loved one’s spirit.

They lost the ability after multiple successes several years ago.

I explained that this would be a focus in Volume 2 but that the book isn’t finished yet.

Still finishing Volume 1.

I suggested reaching out before bed by relaxing then mentally projecting the desire and openness to having the deceased relative come and talk.

In a dream.

I then went on to share a personal story.

One of many shared in Destination Unknown: Explorations of the Paranormal.

In my early 20s I had a dream – of vibrant color – where I was in my childhood home and my grandfather – who’d passed away – pulled into our driveway.  He and a couple other older guys – all ghosts – came to greet me.

He had the biggest smile on his face.

Startled, I blurted, “You can’t be here.  You’re dead.”

After which I came straight awake.

I was very disappointed in myself and felt I’d missed out on an opportunity to talk with my grandfather.

Who I missed very much.

I related the story to a coworker who suggested that before I go to bed I talk to my grandfather.

Specifically, tell him I was sorry and that I would be happy to have him come back and talk with me.

I did as suggested and that night along with the next three, my grandfather visited me in dreams.

Showing me the future and discussing a variety of things that were important for me to know.

At the end of the final dream my grandmother – also deceased -came but I couldn’t understand her.

The words sounded garbled.

She sighed and told me she would return when I was ready to hear what she had to say.

She made good on that promise many ears later and told me things about my life that came true.

I passed along the story hoping it would help bolster confidence.

Me?

Last night I had a dream in which several deceased family members came to me.

I had not asked them to nor had I even thought about the subject before bed.

In the dream I knew they were deceased.

This is consistent for me. I see a deceased relative in a dream and in the dream acknowledge that they are dead.

Fortunately, I don’t wake up after doing so.

I have not since that first time.

What was particularly interesting in this dream was that when I spoke with them I said “You’re a ghost but you’re here.”

They acknowledged it back to me – “Yes I’m a ghost and I’m here with you.”

Each time.

I took the opportunity to thank a couple of them for all the help they’ve given me through the years.

Visiting me in dreams.

I had a number of powerful conversations.

Upon waking I considered that I’d not sought an interaction before bed and decided that just making the suggestion to a friend the day before must have acted as a celestial flare.

I was very happy to have had the experience but pretty stunned given the context.

Another in a growing list of coincidences piling up after deciding to split the book into 2 volumes.

 So here I sit stunned and trying to get back to it.

To finish Volume 1.

It’s all the crazier because I’m really close to finishing and turning it over to the beta reader.

I suppose I can be forgiven for wanting to spend a little time drinking in the magick of it all.

Like a pat on the back from God.

UP DOWN SIDEWAYS FORWARD

Note: Longer post.

With regards to the nonfiction project the past 48 hours have been interesting.

A bit of up and down.

A Vision

I’ve had a vision regarding the format for the project for several months.  Excited at a number of new tools available with WordPress I began laying out the foundation for the content.  Unfortunately, as slick as the possibilities are, the initial format was too cumbersome.

For readers and for me.

Rescope

I rescoped the project and went back to the drawing board.

I also attended several webinars and had multiple discussions with the project team on what was possible.

In terms of management it was still too cumbersome.

And irritating in some aspects because of it.

Getting Out of My Head

I’ve been working from home since 1994 when the tech company I was working for waded into that model.

So they could sell some real estate in order to save money and “return share-holder value.” Ahem.

After leaving The Titanic I went to another tech company and helped guide them through the joys of working from home.

Barking dogs, flushing toilets, swearing people in close proximity to phone, spouses and kids that didn’t realize working from home = WORKING…

The Big Empty

Though the silence of leaving corporate to pursue writing full-time was incredibly difficult to get used to, I found ways around it.

Usually going to a park or a pub or even a hotel lobby to work.

Then the pandemic hit.

Fortunately, we’re at a point where I again have options available.

More than a park which is beautiful but at the end of the day is just more quiet.

Determined to find a way forward that would not compromise my vision for this project I went out to a sports pub.

I am rarely the only one working there.

Surrounded by screens showing various sports on various versions of ESPN I immediately began writing creative thoughts that truly seemed to spring up out of nowhere.

It isn’t nowhere – it’s the environment.  Sports TV is a wonderful way to get away from doom and gloom news that would kill creativity.

Within ten minutes I had what I thought was a solution to the challenge.

The vision but reimagined in a way that was less bloat.

 Getting the information into a presentable format I consulted with part of the team – discovered it was pretty solid – and went home a happy camper.

New Day New Start

I woke up early yesterday, the beginnings of an Introduction in my head.

And very excited because I knew this new format was going to work exactly as I needed it to!

The Challenge

It was more than the tools that were at issue.

I’m in a position where if I don’t see some functionality I need I can write it/have it written.

It was an issue within an issue.

Format within the format.

Video V Written

I knew simply publishing another Riding the Waves type book was not appropriate.  Still, some of the information needed to be put into written format.

It just made sense.

At the same time I had a number of real-life experiences I could talk about on video to give context to the information being shared.  Unfortunately, it became clear after shooting several of the videos they were too free-form.

They lacked the structure written format offers.

The new format I came up with beautifully marries the two.

But…

That Pesky Basket

On the heels of the triumph came the need to address another format within the format issue.

The Cesspit.

It is appropriate that I include the stories I’ve [already] shared along with videos I’ve filmed that round them out.

There IS an esoteric EMF component to them.

Wow – I just realized there’s an Atmospheric EMF component to that area too!  As soon as I finish this I’m going to sketch out that video to make sure I capture it!  

Wow!  

Cool!

Knowing the Cesspit belonged wasn’t the problem.  

Like I said – it ties into various EMF pieces.

It was the reason it was there.

Survivor of child abuse – the Cesspit content necessitated a review of that basket – seeing how much of the contents weren’t my burdens to carry.

That takes energy.

It wasn’t the memories so much as making sure the information – how it is presented – is done in harmony with the rest of the material.

That takes energy.

By the time I was ready to start that Introduction, the day had waned and I was on to something else.

There’s Always Tomorrow

Not

Thanks to atmospheric changes I woke less than inspired to get to the project.

Alas, not even espresso could do it.

Determined to circle back to that inspiration I considered what might help get me back on track.

Reading the headlines definitely didn’t help.

About an hour ago I got a nudge to open a book Keep Calm and Ask On.  By the second page I was back on my feet.

Nothing like being reminded of the importance of centering yourself amidst chaos to get you centering yourself!

After a quick lunch I am ready to get to it.

I really am excited about the project.  I’m also overwhelmed.

Psi Avalanche!

It’s why I love fiction so much.  It gives me a break from a life filled with the Pillars of EMF Sensitivity

Geologic

Atmospheric

Technologic**

Esoteric

** I am no longer harmed by tech EMFs but the Crew and the Wizards have demonstrated an interesting relationship between esoteric and technologic EMFs.

Ghost in the Machine?

The Lighter Side

Video introducing the castle mascot will be available shortly.

Stay tuned!

THE EXCITEMENT AND UNCERTAINTY OF PSI

Nothing like a Psi event to kick your brain into high gear!

I never take Psi for granted.

For me it’s a rush. 

Even the small Psi events bring a smile.

 I really get excited.

This am I woke at 5:15.

Too early.

Deciding I wanted more sleep I programmed myself to go back to bed, the intent to have a dream that would give me insight into a writing concern.

I use my own version of programming but I use Robert Moss’ technique of asking for insight via dreams.  I’ve had really great luck with it.

Waking up after a couple of hours – long enough to have a dream that did provide that insight – I headed to the new location and considered what I would work on.

While having espresso and wondering if I should listen to some rock music to help me wake up.

I wasn’t planning on putting a new blog entry together.

Too early for my writing brain.

Apparently, life had other ideas.

Enter the Messenger

I got a text from someone mentioning they were in the process of giving themselves a pep talk.  I explained I’d done the same recently then added:  Remember the song from the 60s – Aretha maybe?  “…mama told me there’d be days like this…”

Enter the Ghost

Immediately after sending the text a ghost appeared to my right and said “Shirelles.”

He’s a more recent addition to the Wizards.

I looked it up – confirmed – then sent the correction – explaining to the recipient who knows me well – knows I’m Psi – that it was a ghost that corrected me.

I was so excited!

I hadn’t seen this ghost in months!

He used to sit quietly next to me on the sofa while I worked.

He disappeared pretty much after I moved my desk to that other part of the house.

In point of fact all the ghosts who’d been around disappeared within days of my relocating.

Location Location Location!

Though I felt Psi energy returning after moving my desk to this new location I hadn’t seen any of the ghosts near my work area until this morning.

Thus, the excitement!

Now Why Again?

Excitement aside, I’ve gone through a bit of confusion if not grief over their presence in my life.

Confusion

  • Why me?
  • Why them?

Grief

There have been times I thought I was losing it.

Psi Avalanche can be overwhelming.

While I’m happy to have more evidence relocating my desk was the right thing it’s the EMF Validation that has me excited.

Not only is it confirming a few things it’s providing meat for the upcoming videos.

Some of the videos will be free of charge.  Others will have a fee.

All will contain information meant to entertain and educate.

Stay tuned

Note: While all this put a happy spin on the start to my day I’m still not sure what I’ll work on.

I have a feeling the ghost will put in a suggestion.

A SUNDAY THAT’S A PSI DAY

In terms of psi yesterday was quite interesting.

And to think I’d been concerned because I hadn’t been able to pick up on psi energy consistently recently.**

At one point Aaron told me he was having trouble finding some paperwork.

Important paperwork.

After updating me he returned to the room it should be in.  I sat there and got this sudden thought.  I can use my abilities to find it!

I’d not done anything like that in decades and even then I followed a Silva Method rather than just telling myself – as a clairsentient – I will find it because I will know where the paperwork is!

I stopped on the way to the room to ground myself.

This has to do with materials that affect esoteric EMFs which I will be discussing in the upcoming lecture.

Even though I had confidence I would find the paperwork I decided to pull out the big guns.

The dude.

After speaking the name he gave me in a dream decades earlier he appeared – looked at me over his shoulder – one eyebrow raised.

I had to smile at his expression.  It was as if he was saying “You rang?”  

I said “Can you help me?  We really need to find that paperwork and I would appreciate any help.  Thank you.”

I walked over to where Aaron was looking through a bunch of stuff and immediately knew where the paperwork was.  I said “It slid down the side.”

He responded by continuing his search.

As if I hadn’t spoken.

I pointed and said, “It’s there.”

He mumbled something about checking there in a minute then went to a different part of the room to continue the search.

He was very distracted.

I knelt down, pulled out a bag, reached into the spot behind it – and pulled out the paperwork.

Exactly where I knew it would be.

I was pretty geeked on the whole process, not to mention relieved we had the paperwork.

Ginsu Knife Moment

Aka There’s more…

Awhile later, I was sitting next to Aaron watching an interview with Stewart Copeland.  There was a sudden shift in energy to my right and my temperature dropped significantly.

I began to shiver from the cold.

I realized a new ghost must have sat down beside me.

I will be discussing the method one of the musician ghosts came up with – that was tweaked by a different musician ghost years later – meant to head off a negative response to their presence in an upcoming video.

I lost track of the interview because the cold was distracting.

The fact I had an unknown ghost sitting next to me was more so.

Suddenly the ghost appeared and said, “Take my  hand.  I’ll ground you.”

Before he showed himself I sensed him but didn’t have an image.

I didn’t hestitate.  

He obviously knew he was causing discomfort and felt he could fix it.

Within seconds I was warm again.

And centered energetically.

I looked down at my hand in his – examined his hand, noted it was pudgy with knuckles that were swollen.

Arthritis.

It reminded me of my maternal grandfather’s hand.

I said, “You must have died when you were older.”

I also knew I was looking at the hand of a musician though I had a hard time putting it to guitar playing.

It’s kind of a psi thing I have that I can focus on a musician’s hands or build.  

Guitarists are very distinctive.  This guy didn’t fit that.

He let me know who he was.

He told me the group he was in and showed me his image but didn’t say a name.

I sat there stunned.  I loved that group!  

One of my favs was sitting next to me?!

I felt kind of sheepish thinking how I’d loved that group since I was a kid but he took it well, chuckling in an affectionate way – as if he understood my discomfort if not awe.

As I tuned back in to the interview I realized it made sense the guy was there.

He isn’t a guitarist.

I also understood why he’d asked me to take his hand.

Another drummer who entered the picture not too long ago figured out a pretty significant energy thing.  Obviously, he gave this guy a head’s up.

Ginsu Knife Moment

Aka There’s More

While Aaron watched the interview, distracted, I did an Internet search and got the guy’s name, staring in shock when it came up.

I’d known he was coming!

Three days ago  I was working through an Event Horizon exercise.  I wrote this guy’s first name – that he was a musician who had been in multiple groups and even wrote part of the name of the group he was in!

From that exercise:  

He is a member of a musical group.  He was in a different one before that.  I like his music as a general rule and I just got the essence of psi energy drain.  I have been dealing with the feeling of ghost and psi energy for days. 

I’ve left out his name though I did write it in that exercise, along with a partial name from the group he was in.

While all of it is fantastical and cool it’s that this newest visitor validated EMF energy research that really has me geeked.

These guys have been helping me with my EMF research since the beginning.

I will be filming video soon.

Stay tuned!

**  As I write in Riding the Waves: Diagnosing, Treating, and Living with EMF Sensitivity, loss of psi was one of the earliest symptoms.  I was highly traumatized and to this day whenever I don’t have that connection?  I panic.

WRITER IN THE HOUSE

I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumors .but I think that God’s got a sick sense of humor…and when I die I expect to find him laughing…” Blasphemous Rumors – Depeche Mode

Note:  Short and to the point.

Not that the longer ones aren’t to the point.

As I was preparing for upcoming video shoots it occurred to me that I’m in a somewhat precarious position.

Especially given I have interactive conversations with ghosts.

In the interest of preserving my sanity if not my ego I just texted the following:

Quick update guys – I’m going to be doing a LOT of video in the very near future so if you happen to catch me talking to air?  I’m rehearsing my lines – not having hallucinations.