Just For A Smile

Dozens of times a day I exchange smiles and greetings.  I decided to spread the smiles by sharing a cool story.  

I wrote recently about our bearded dragon Gyro and his sensitivity to vibrations.

Voices and footalls among others.

He’s also sensitive to color as evident by his startle when I wear a dark colored shirt.

The theory is he thinks I’m a predator.

Recently I’ve been working in close proximity to Gyro.  A writer I’m far from a silent room companion.  

Key clicks.

To give context, a touch typist I can do upwards of 115 words/minute with one error and over the years I’ve had many people tell me they find the sound of my typing soothing.

The rhythm of it.

Morse Code

I’d noticed Gyro coming to the corner of the tank closest to where I sit typing.  I figured he liked hearing the key clicks because it meant someone was nearby.  Then another thought occurred.

Up until recently I’d been spending time working outdoors.  I’d noticed that a bird common in the area seemed to enjoy my company.  It took awhile but I figured out they liked the sound of my key clicks.  How?  

They were talking back!

This particular bird – a spotted towhee – makes a clicking sound rather than a chirp.  After several days working outside I tuned into the fact they were getting closer and closer eventually landing so close to me I thought they were going to land ON me.  Then I realized they were talking to me.

Their clicks in response to the key clicks I made while typing.

The Gyro Dance

I’d noted awhile back Gyro loves listening to 80s synth music.

Such as The Cars.  

He loves deep voices and will go to a part of the tank closest to the location where a deep voice originates.  The latest?

In response to my typing he has been standing on his back legs and tapping the tank glass with his arms.  He also butts it with his jaw.  The sounds of tapping against the glass echo the sounds of my typing.

Clicketty-clack Don’t Talk Back!!

Wait!  YES talk back!

Once I realized what was going on I began to pay attention and in so doing realized he butts his jaw against the glass when there’s a lull in my typing.  At that point I talk to him – assure him I’m here and I see him.  I also stop by the tank on my way out of the room – or in – and get low so as not to tower over him and make sure I’m in his line of sight.

I tell him how much I like him and think he’s awesome.

Lizard Brain

Ironically I’ve had a character in my Metatron’s Army series refer to the Light Beings as lizard brains from long before we got the beardie and I’ve always maintained Gyro has personality – to which I’ve been advised “He’s a lizard.” followed up with the idea he has “…like a single brain cell” from which to function.

Tongue in cheek of course

As I watched him excitedly typing against the glass today it occurred to me.  Many people who have bearded dragons likely keep them in a tank somewhere and then go off to school and/or work.  They don’t interact with their beardie on the level I have and I do working from home.

I’ve been picking him up to move him when his tank needed cleaning since we got him as a “tot” lizard and whenever I did I spoke to him.  Even as he grew I handled him though not outside of necessity and I always talked to him in a reassuring tone so as to not overly stress him.

I believe nature responds to us.  We might just have to look for it.

Hope this brings a smile.

Be well!

Feng Shui: The Chicken or the Egg?

As I was sitting at a local haunt for a working lunch – feeling pretty worn out all things considered – I took a moment to wonder why I felt not only tired but off-kilter.

And see if there was anything I could do – besides rest – to help myself feel better.

As part of the self-assessment I considered the “bomb cyclone” that reconfigured the landscape around me.

It also enabled me to unplug since not only did we have no power but no internet and flaky cell coverage.

Since I can work offline unplugged did not equal not working.

Morning routine gone with the wind

Literally

I set out on my morning walk only to discover I had to crawl beneath a rather massive tree laying across the road and sidewalk to achieve it.

Where I got to witness Mother Nature’s redecorating first-hand.

A fellow walker cleverly noted it was all Christmasy with plenty of garland.

Pine branches and boughs lying all over the place.

Tis the season.

I’m still going to purchase a decorative wreath from a local farm.

Since I slept through the entirety of the storm I couldn’t lay blame there.

I considered that from a professional perspective I’d been busy recently.

Since I love what I do I couldn’t put the blame here either.

I turned my attention to a recent home project that involved mental and physical exertion.

Feng Shui!

What’s ironic is that I was employing feng shui cures to address various life challenges.

As well as stabilizing the energy of certain areas in the home.

I’ve been doing “feng shui” since I found Terah Kathryn Collins’ book The Western Guide to Feng Shui Room by Room in 1996.

Sensitive as I am to my surroundings I’ve been utilizing the concepts instinctively for over a decade.

While there is planning and execution involved I understood the toughest part is what comes after.

Every Action = Equal and Opposite Reaction

Newton’s Third Law of Motion

Some 18 months ago we did a major purge/donate.  Shortly after life seemed to punch me in the gut.

I immediately recognized the cause and effect and vowed to do it better next time.

The reasons behind the feng shui tweaks – which include decluttering and donating – weren’t only about fixing energetic deficits.  

Life changes often necessitate action.

I decided that in the future any feng shui changes would be done methodically as always but slowly.

The idea being to sit with the change or changes for a period of time and see how things were playing out before moving on to the next.

This last round went better as I’d stuck to the plan.

Which Comes First?

The chicken or the energy egg?

I pondered the impact of feng shui activity on energy and in a moment of clarity realized that regardless of whether I did it in a big fell swoop or poking along like a tortoise when we do feng shui we are signaling to the universe we’re ready for change.

I think it’s unconcious.

I honestly believe some part of us just gets sick of looking at the same something day after day and decides to move it across the room.

Or throw it away or pass it on.

I think the work was done up front meaning we knew on some level we were ready for change.

Ready to let go.

The after chaos is reflective of the whole but the entirety of the arc of change hits us energetically.

No wonder I’m tired!

Go with the Flow Peeps!

And be well!

What’s a Female to Do? Menopause and EMF Sensitivity

Not long ago I had a conversation with a doctor who – after learning of my expertise in EMF Sensitivity – asked whether I thought the onset of menopause resulted in EMF Sensitivity.  

She’d observed an overlap of certain symptoms.  

I told her I didn’t think so but agreed to do a bit of digging so I could give a more comprehensive answer.

I found the symptom overlap interesting.

Which is why in Riding the Waves: Diagnosing Treating and Living with EMF Sensitivity I stress the importance of keeping a journal.

Adding complexity is the fact women are more likely to identify as EMF Sensitive than men.

Though I’ve worked with a number of males who’ve had/have the condition.  

My Conclusion?

Menopause itself does not cause EMF Sensitivity but there is a correlation.

As opposed to causation.

To illustrate I will discuss a different health correlation.

One I discussed on my recent Life After EMF Sensitivity interview with Lloyd Burrell.

I explained I discovered a cure for pressure drop migraines.

Something I’d been suffering from for over 35 years.

They are the result of the nature of Atmospheric EMFs.

Part of GATE – the 4 horsemen of EMF Sensitivity – which I also discussed with Lloyd.**

I explained that patients who suffer migraines are often deficient in Vitamin D though people deficient in Vitamin D don’t necessarily suffer migraines.

Correlation not Causation.

As I write in the books that document finding the root cause and ultimately curing my EMF Sensitivity, adrenals compromised by factors such as heavy metal toxicity is ultimately at fault but here’s the key difference. The adrenals are part of the endocrine system – a system responsible for producing hundreds upon hundreds of hormones not to mention enzymes – including digestive enzymes needed to digest absorb and metabolize nutrients necessary for making the hormones.

Thus the nature of the cure I discovered.

The process of menopause involves fluctuating and the shifting of hormones.  The inability of the adrenals to make crucial hormones contributes directly to EMF Sensitivity but… we’re not talking sex hormones like those involved in the process of menopause.

It’s simply that an overburdened hormone factory – the adrenals – not to mention the endocrine system as a whole – can lead to this condition.

Correlation not causation.

What’s a [female] body to do?

Ideally? Rebuild nutritional support so the adrenals and other glands can produce the enzymes and hormones that enable health and well-being.

All detailed in my books on curing EMF Sensitivity.

Be well!

** Interview will be forthcoming in not-too-distant future.

Energy Entanglement and Ergotropy

Happy and proud to share another installment of The Science in the Fiction.

Energy Entanglement and Ergotropy.  

It’s been quite the adventure this project.  It wasn’t on my white board.

 It pretty much fell in my lap.

Write It Down

I’ve had a lifelong passion for understanding the world around me.

The universe too.

The Metatron’s Army Series was a wonderful way to explore a number of scientific theories I’d had since early childhood.

Much of the story line – created in 10th and 11th grade – drew on a number of the theories.

Kismet?

When I began to see a significant number of these theories appear in science and tech publications decades later my reaction was to be stunned.

By the third one I was getting chills.

I couldn’t help wondering if the universe wasn’t trying to tell me something.

Or heal something.

My first response was to share the articles with Aaron.  Not only had he heard the stories of how my theories were often dismissed he was aware of the sometimes painful trauma that came about as a result of creating this series.

Both in my teen years and after it was published.

He was aware I was sometimes punished for pursuing research about the scientific theories.**

Something I had to relive each time I read about a theory validated.

At first I was satisfied knowing someone I trusted knew the truth.

His compassion went a long way toward healing the psychological and emotional pain.

But the more I read the more I had to relive.***

Fate or Free Will?

By this time I’d enlightened another friend of mine.  

We worked together at a Fortune 500 Technology Company.  

He was one of a group of us who walked for fitness and to share philosophical views.

I’d told him of my theories which he easily followed.

After reading yet another article validating a theory I felt I needed to share with a wider audience. 

Each article addressed a different theory.

And yet…

Each new validation dragged me through the pain of rejection and punishment.  

Not Worth It

Telling myself it was enough for me I set it all aside.

Seriously?  No Really…Again?

By the time I read the 7th article I knew I had to do the project.  I’ll admit it was often downright painful.  More than any emotion anger ruled the roost.  Anger at how I’d been treated, punished for pursuing an understanding.

The way scientists and researchers were doing – had been doing since long before Sir Isaac Newton – the father of calculus – came up with gravity.

At first I held it all inside.  Then realizing that wasn’t the best idea I told Aaron some of what I was dealing with.

The Universe Weighs In

I was seriously reconsidering whether or not to continue when I started getting words of encouragement.

Not about the project – about courage and overcoming adversity and the challenges life throws at us.

I finished the project.

Or so I thought.

Even after I thought I was done I found articles mirroring my work in Metatron’s Army.

Including today which is why you’re reading this blog post.

I suppose my takeaway at this point is that there are still plenty of mysteries to explore in the universe.

The universe within and without.

Be well!

** One person who saw the calculus equations I was working with told a family member I was practicing witchcraft. Soonafter I was questioned by a number of family members.

Brutally while those questioning read from the Bible and prayer books.

It was high school math!

It took the intervention of a future astrophycist friend and his engineer dad to help me sort that morass out.

*** In 5th grade I gave a paper on evidence of life on Mars.

My paternal grandfather who had a PhD from MIT gave me documentation from NASA from which to quote sources.

My 5th grade science teacher kept interrupting my presentation and told me if I didn’t stop speaking these lies she would give me an E on the project.

I held up the NASA documentation and told her to give me the E – which she did.

I can’t help seeing the irony of where we are now thanks to the NASA Rover.

From The Brighter Side as of October 25, 2024.

LLoyd Burrell and Life After EMF Sensitivity2

Hey all!  Really looking forward to my upcoming interview about Life After EMF Sensitivity in which I will discuss 

  • The Journey Documented in The World of EMF.
  • GATE – The Four Types of EMF. 
  • EMF Sensitivity v EMF Awareness. 
  • The Psychological and Emotional fallout of EMF Sensitivity and how it drives research. 
  • Some frequencies block other more problematic frequencies. 
  • 5G 
  • Electric Tower Heater and the Cell Phone – an EMF story 
  • The LA Quake Trail – An EMF story

I worked with Lloyd on a previous interview about this debilitating condition – EMF Sensitivity – that had completely upended my life.  

As it has for many across the globe.

Because I want to focus on points of interest that will help others I’m taking this time to explain why I feel Lloyd Burrell is the ideal person for this interview.

Instead of during the interview.

When he first pitched the idea I was excited as I felt it important to get the word out so others could be helped.  At the same time I was pretty nervous. There was a lot of misunderstanding about this condition and many didn’t acknowledge it as a real condition – though I was consulting for doctors around the world to help them help their patients.

Outside a select few the US was the least likely to accept a condition NIH and most other countries understand is a real issue.

Lloyd immediately put me at ease reiterating not only what the objective was – which we’d agreed to via email ahead of time – but how his business works, what his hopes were, and what he would ask of me.

He was kind courteous and respectful.

Though comfortable after that brief introduction it was while listening to him during the interview that I truly relaxed.

He’d Been There

It was evident he wasn’t just trying to exploit my experience and knowledge for his own gain.  He’d been there.  He’d suffered.  

He was coming from a place of empathy.

It was also evident he truly wanted to understand.

As with me and my approach to holistic healing much of the emapthy came from knowing how terrible it is to suffer like that.

He wanted to help others.

So they didn’t have to suffer as we had – the motivation for my sharing my story.

When we crafted points to discuss in this interview it was from that same place of wanting to help others.

  • Help them understand

Is this really what’s going on?  Will they finally have answers they’ve been seeking?

  • Help them know they aren’t alone

That they didn’t “do anything wrong”

  • Help them know they have options for dealing with this condition

They are empowered

Lloyd is providing a great service to people and I’m honored to be working with him again.

The interview will not be live.  When it is available I will post the information.

Until then…

Be well!

Life After EMF Interview: Expanded topics

Here is an updated list of topics I will be discussing with Lloyd Burrell in our upcoming interview.

I added 2 talking points.

For those working from home? The Electric Tower Heater story will be of special interest.

Until then, be well.

  • Why Lloyd Burrell is perfect for this interview
  • The Journey Documented in The World of EMF.
  • GATE – The Four Types of EMF.
  • EMF Sensitivity v EMF Awareness.
  • The Psychological and Emotional fallout of EMF Sensitivity and how it drives research.
  • Some frequencies block other more problematic frequencies.
  • 5G
  • Electric Tower Heater and the Cell Phone – an EMF story
  • The LA Quake Trail – An EMF story

The Perils of False Reasoning

Writing believable fiction has always been important to me which is why I draw from education and experience when creating my work.

Sprinkling facts in where I feel it will do the most good.

This is especially true of my science fiction.

 As The Science in the Fiction project illustrates. 

While the project – months in the making – was an adventure this latest installment – The Perils of False Reasoning – is proving to be one of the most adventurous.

Such is the price of writing believable science fiction apparently.

As I found myself writing then rewriting the piece in an attempt to smooth it out I came to see that sometimes I can be too geeky for myself.

Either that or I was more tired than I realized when I started it.

At the end of the day I’m proud of my work and, as with the other concepts both amazed and pleased to see the parallels of my imagination brought to life.

Interview: Life After EMF Sensitivity

I am thrilled to announce my upcoming interview with Lloyd Burrell of Your ElectricSense.

Life After EMF Sensitivity

The following topics will be discussed

  • The Journey Documented in The World of EMF.
  • GATE – The Four Types of EMF.
  • EMF Sensitivity v EMF Awareness.
  • The Psychological and Emotional fallout of EMF Sensitivity and how it drives research.
  • Some frequencies block other more problematic frequencies.
  • 5G
  • The LA Quake Trail

I’m totally thrilled to be working with Lloyd again.

As an interview host?  He is the ultimate gentleman.

I will announce when the interview goes live.

In the meantime?

Be well!

Manifesting: When Like Attracts Like – to Validate

Reading an article this morning – an interview – I was startled to find a challenge I faced decades ago discussed by the scientist being interviewed.

Archeologist Flint Dibble.

I mentioned this challenge in String Theory, part of The Science in Fiction set.

Specifically, lack of access to published material.

When I read this quote from the archeologist I immediately thought of what drove me to specifically mention lack of access to published material.

“Let’s be honest: academic literature is difficult to access.”

Something I saw first-hand in high school.

In the Bishop Pair dedication I mention the good fortune of having worked with with Stan Ovshinsky who taught me education is an adventurous discovery – a lifelong endeavor of adventurous discovery.

An adventure that can feel like being dropped down an elevator shaft and being told “You’re smart. You figure it out” as you fall.

Why this factors into Flint’s comment has to do with my time working at Plant 6, a repurposed elementary school in Bloomfield Hills, Michigan.

Flint Dibble of Cardiff University in the UK.

There were a number of doctoral candidates and researchers interested in Stan’s work.

Globally.

Many of them spent time at Plant 6.

Where Stan was a regular fixture.**

One of my jobs was to get research materials to them after the candidates had been been vetted.  

Sometimes it meant carefully wrapping precious books that had seen better days and shipping by special post.  More often it meant photocopying sections and getting those papers in the post.

One of the reasons I was nominated for this internship was related to my voracious appetite for subatomic particle research.

Quantum and theoretical physics.

That I’d been actively researching these topics since the age of 7 earned me the trust of more than one doctoral candidate.

To the degree they allowed me to work with them – helping them – in their thesis work.

As I stood at the copier I grew tired of staring at the farm kiddy corner to the plant.  I began reading some of what I was copying.

Which led to me taking a closer look at materials in the library as a whole.

One of the first things I noted was that the information often conflicted with what was being taught in my high school physics class.  When I questioned this I was informed it was part of the physics curricula for UM doctoral students.

 You had to go through academic hell to get to the truth apparently.

I asked for and was given permission to read the material.

So long as I didn’t take it out of the library.

It came about that sitting in my physics class the teacher made a statement I knew from my work was not true.  I raised my hand and politely explained the truth.  

I will never forget his reaction.

He stared silently for a few blinks then asked how I knew after which he said, “Never mind.  See me after class.”

Over the din of snickers from classmates who assumed I was going to get in trouble I mentioned my next class was a long-haul run across the campus.  Very interested in my answer he promised to write an excuse for my tardiness which earned more snickers and being called a jerk by one of the guys in the class.

When I explained how I came by the information he gaped and said “You know Stan Ovshinsky?  You know about Ovonics?”

I explained I knew the man very well and had been discussing quantum physics with he and Ric Ito among others.**

Thus began a dramatic change in my access to academic literature.

As I wrote my physics teacher let me read his academic journals in the library after school.

While he graded papers.

His actions were a gift that no price could be put on though I did find a way to repay his kindness.

Not to mention his time and his belief in me, my theories.

Stan was hosting a Fermi II Exhibit at Plant 6.  

One of a small number of US Stops.

I asked if it was okay for me to bring my physics teacher.

I explained he had great admiration for Stan and would be thrilled to meet him.

Kid in a Candy Store

My teacher was amazed he would be allowed to come as my guest. 

It made me happy to see him so excited at the prospect of meeting an industry hero.

After listening to the presenters we were allowed to view the exhibits.  As we went around my teacher would surreptitiously point someone out and whisper, “Do you know who that is?”

Sometimes I did sometimes not but he was thrilled to be rubbing elbows with apparent industry greats.

He seemed to understand – though I hadn’t said a word – that what transpired in class made it seem as if I was wrong and therefor got in trouble so he took time the following Monday to talk to the class about the situation, including the discrepency between what we were learning and what was truth.

I didn’t think truth and knowledge should be accessible only to the few.

While most of the students in the class could have cared less a couple asked follow-on questions and one even asked to be my study partner.

We had many a philosophical discussion while studying for tests.

The guy that called me a jerk made sure I heard it again.

Such is life.

Seeing this article? Reading that comment about lack of access? Validating.

Not to mention interesting timing.

Time.  

One of my favorite philosophical topics alongside energy.

Especially thought energy.

On A Side Note

I recently had a discussion with a wonderful gentleman from Jamf about education in a post-pandemic world.  One of the points we discussed was the burden put on teachers to fix an issue they are not responsible for.  I already had the Science in the Fiction project in the works and as you can see, teachers who gave freely of their time and energy – for me – are greatly responsible for its success.

Not to mention saving my teenage sanity.

My physics teacher is but one example of the wonderful people who choose to be there for students in ways that often go unnoticed.

** I was a high school junior when I worked at Plant 6. One day I zipped to Mickey D’s to get a Big Mac meal for lunch, high-tailing it back as I had a busy afternoon ahead of me. When I asked where the cafeteria was it was explained to me that it was closed off and everyone who didn’t go out for lunch ate at their desks. When I pointed out I didn’t have a desk – intern that I was – I was shown to a classroom empty but for a large desk.

I sat at the desk and ate.

While I ate I looked around, noted a few doo dads on a nearby built-in shelf. One of them caught my eye.

It was a chemical model of a subatomic particle.

I went over, examined it closely, noted the errors.

Based on my theories.

It also reminded me of my disappointment with chemistry which I was prepared to love.

Ended up falling in love with physics instead. Go figure.

As I was eating who should walk in but Stan Ovshinsky. Turns out I was eating in his office.

At his desk.

I never found out who the fink was that got one over on me but I imagine karma caught up to him somehow.

After assuring me he had no issue with me eating at his desk he asked me how I was enjoying my internship. During the conversation I pointed to the model and told him “That’s wrong.” Intrigued he asked me to explain.

Which my opinionated self was more than happy to do.

Next thing I know I’m explaining myself to Ric Ito and a number of scientists and researchers, some of whom I’d been helping with their doctoral thesis.

Which for the most part was being a sounding board and – budding novelist that I was – helping them interpret the strict format for a doctoral thesis, something I had to do myself decades later.

How Cool Is This?

I ran into Stan and Ric at a wedding.

Some ten years after my internship.

I told them how I used knowledge and experience gained from my time with them on a Master’s Thesis in college.

Geology research related.

I told them how I got an A.

They asked for and were given a copy of the thesis after which I was encouraged though given some pretty interesting feedback.

Feedback that further honed research skills that came in handy later.

When it comes to manifesting recent observations tell me we have to start in the direction we want to go and life will meet us halfway.

The Science in the Fiction

I’m thrilled to announce a project months in the making.

Visitors will note a new link on my front page.

Above Choose a Path.

This takes visitors to a page with a number of scientific principles found throughout my novels.  Clicking on each principle will take readers to the story behind how it wound up in my work.

This project – that I’m very proud of – gives readers a glimpse into me as the author.

An author who draws from imagination, education, and experience.

Enjoy!