EMF Sensitivity Research in Asia 3

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Wrapping up EMF Sensitivity research in Asia.  I had a number of opportunities to test what if any EMF Sensitivity I may have while traveling around Thailand.  

Just as with Hong Kong I verified I’m no longer sickened by EM frequencies.  

The most telling was time in a laser museum where I walked through several rooms with amazing laser technology, including one room where if you pressed various images they would respond with sound and animation.  

I visited several temples where I was exposed to a variety of frequencies.

None of which were problematic.

When it comes to manifesting I’ve had a number of success stories but I believe this one is the most profound.

Be well.

EMF Sensitivity – The Migraine

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Excited to continue EMF Sensitivity research in Asia.  This segment introduced an unexpected experience that isn’t the result of exposure to an Atmospheric EM Frequency so much as an atmospheric pressure change.

To provide context Atmospheric is one of the GATE frequencies I’m sensitive to:

  • Geologic
  • Atmospheric
  • Technologic
  • Esoteric

Specific to Atmospheric EM sensitivity

Starting when I was 13 I experienced horrific migraines beginning 48 hours prior to a thunderstorm.  The pain lasted until the thunderstorm passed, was excruciating and generally necessitated a trip to the ER where I was treated with a narcotic that did nothing to stop the pain but allowed me to sleep.  In general the thunderstorm was out of the area when I woke.  Needless to say this made spring and autumn in Michigan challenging.

Especially when I woke in the middle of the night with pain so severe I wound up in the ER which – because of the treatment – meant I had to wake someone else – usually my mom and/or stepdad to come and get me since I couldn’t drive on that medication.

Over forty years later I discovered a cure and until the night before last have not experienced a migraine since.  

The only time I got a headache was sinus and even that was rare.

And then…

I’m in a part of the world where humidity is intense with pressure changes in hours instead of days. 

Two nights ago I woke at 3am with a migraine the likes of which I hadn’t experienced in years.  The pain was as if someone was repeatedly stabbing a knife into my skull/brain.  I managed to find relief using the Silva headache relief script and while it was gone when I woke a few hours later I was out of sorts from lack of sleep.  

When my head started to pound the next afternoon I knew I needed sinus medication.

It was the intense humidity – like I’d dealt with – unsuccessfully – for years in the Midwest.

The woman at the front desk advised we go to the 7-11 where “regular” medicine was available.

Define Regular

There was nothing “regular” about the medicines including and especially the local answer to Sudafed. 

Tea?  No.  Herbs.

When we got to the room Aaron pulled the contents.  I was expecting capsules not herbs in a little white cheesecloth.

To be honest I was crestfallen.  I was in serious pain and was about to attend a social function.  I envisioned another pain-filled sleepless night ahead of me.

Aaron suggested I could get warm water at the restaurant where the event was being held to steep herbs with scents I immediately recognized.

I’ve used herbs for healing for decades.

When I held up the container and asked the waitress for warm water she explained.  “You do not steep, you sniff.”

She went on to say many people carried this remedy, that you could smell it when they walked by.

The herbs are pungent.

I was ambivalent but given her familiarity with the remedy and how common it was decided the least I could do was give it a go.

Familiar Scents.

The herbs were ones I’d used decades earlier when trying to address the humidity-caused migraines.

  • Fenugreek – good for headache
  • Eucalyptus – good for clearing the sinuses

I took fenugreek in capsules and did steam with eucalyptus oil added. It didn’t work too well.

I set the herbs next to the bed and, closing my eyes, breathed deep.  Within 20 minutes the pain was gone.

It took about four deep inhales spaced a few minutes apart.

What does it smell like?  Vicks inhaler.

All I know is it worked and I got desperately needed sleep.

I look forward to sharing more as I continue to my research.

Be well.

Manifesting 101: Two For One

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As I write in my Bio I’ve had the good fortune to work, live, and travel throughout the world, during which I was exposed to a variety of cultures and met wonderful people from all walks of life and while this had been a desire from early childhood, there came a point where I needed a break.  

My EMF Sensitivity research had us moving every two years.

In addition to numerous moves my research had us criss-crossing the country.

Multiple times.

The upside to all this travel was the ability to fulfill and another childhood wish – visit places I’d read about in schoolbooks.

Especially At Home Around the World, a geography textbook published by National Geographic.

Fascinated by how different environments translated to different housing, social norms and lifestyles I hoped to someday visit some of these locations, including those where the societies who lived there were lost to history.

I was particularly interested in visiting the Pueblos, including Chaco Canyon.

 Work and Tour

From autumn of 93 to summer of 94 I traveled extensively.

Flying out Sunday or Monday returning Friday or Saturday – for months.

I tried to schedule time to do a bit of exploring.

My favorites were New England and Washington DC as there are numerous tourist attractions close to the cities where I was working.

Tour and Work

By the time I figured out what was causing the mysterious and debilitating symptoms that started after I relocated to the San Francisco Bay Area, I was no longer in tech.

Ready for change I went back to school and earned a doctorate in holistic healthcare and later a bachelors in holistic childcare.

My initial EMF Sensitivity research had us driving all over the San Francisco Bay Area which is how I learned I could detect the ultra-low and very low EM Frequencies emitted by geologic fault lines in the hours and days before a quake.

As I write in Riding the Waves: Diagnosing, Treating, and Living with EMF Sensitivity, I was able to predict earthquakes up to 15 miles away knowing the day and time within minutes and knowing the strength within .10 on the richter scale.

I sensed faults USGS was not aware of until and unless there was a quake.

Before long we were driving coast to coast with a focus on the West/Southwest United States in search of EMF Sensitivity answers.

Because I didn’t discover the root cause let alone a cure until 2014 being so ill had us moving every two years.

A Childhood Dream Come True

We spent time in every location visiting historical sites and immersing ourselves in local culture.

Travel Burnout

By the time we relocated to the Pacific Northwest where I was eager for the opportunity to continue the journey of research and healing we were ready for a travel break.

Expanding the Travel Horizon

Eventually I was ready to travel again. I ’d seen much of the United States, Canada, and a bit of Latin America so decided to focus on working and traveling internationally.  

My lifestyle had changed dramatically and I wasn’t looking to relocate with a corporate job so I turned it over to the Universe.

Manifesting 101.

I’ve had excellent luck manifesting by writing my goals so I got out my trusty notebook and pen and went to work.

Books that teach manifesting techniques are listed in the Resource Section of my website.

Faith

Though I was eager to travel and work internationally, even imagined various scenarios, I couldn’t see how it’d be possible without going back to corporate.  

When it comes to international moves, corporate relocation packages are a whole other level of complexity.

I’d tried to relocate to Europe several times throughout my years in tech only to be told that while I qualified, the companies were required to consider candidates in the following order of priority

  • In country
  • On continent
  • Abroad

The desire to travel and work internationally never went away.

Even after I married and had a family we looked for the opportunity.

Let Go

A key part of manifesting is letting go of the outcome as it brings the goal to fruition that much quicker.

Easier said than done.

This has been one of the most challenging aspects for me.

If I take the energy to put pen to paper?  The desire is serious.

Write or Type?

I’ve had as much success typing goals into a Word document as writing them in a spiral bound notebook.

Life Intervenes.

A number of factors including Covid Lockdown rerouted my focus to more important matters and as months turned to years I forgot about the desire to travel and work internationally.

It helps I was able to take advantage of a holiday in Vancouver, British Columbia to test the status of my EMF Sensitivity.

I sensed an underwater volcano geologists were not aware of – according to their press release – until several weeks after I told Aaron during our time there that there was one where it was later confirmed.

I was still going through the process of healing.

I felt symptoms though they weren’t as severe as what I’d been living with in the SF Bay Area.

Wouldn’t It Be Cool?

I’ve written how there have been points in time where I said  Wouldn’t it Be Cool? only to find years later I’m living it.

Shortly after confirming I’m no longer sickened by EMFs even as I remain aware of them I considered it would be cool if I could see how I responded to EM Frequencies, including and especially geologic EM Frequencies in another part of the world.

It was a random fleeting Wouldn’t It Be Cool? thought.

Life Intervenes

As fate would have it I got the opportunity to travel to Asia and while this opportunity fell under the holiday umbrella I couldn’t help marveling at the fact another Wouldn’t It Be Cool? had manifested.

Two actually.

Not only would I be able to research the effects, if any, of EM Frequencies on my person, I fulfilled the goal to travel and work internationally.

I hope readers are inspired by my stories and pursue their dreams and goals.

Be well.

After the Storm: Healing Never Stops

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It’s been a heavy week life-wise so decided to put headphones on and tune out. 

Or in as the case may be.

For some days Ordinary World by Duran Duran has been going through my head.

Saw them at Pine Knob when they first sang this beautiful tune. Sat on the lawn along with high school peeps I hadn’t seen in over ten years along with fiancé who was a good sport given he took me – willingly – to the H.O.R.D.E. festival weeks earlier.

Wanting to just let my mind go I looked through a window at the trees.

The Lighs

Out of the corner of my left eye I saw lights flashing.

I listen to music on YouTube because the sound quality – due to compression rate –is superior to iTunes.

I turned to see there were lights flashing in the video.

I was surprised I’d seen lights flashing from my left when my head was turned so far right. There’s a reason for this.

No Really – Lights!

Readers and followers know when I was 10 I misjudged, fell off a diving board and suffered a subdural hematoma that left me blind, paralyzed on my left side, and in a coma.

I died 3 times in 3 days and had an NDE.

One of the casualties was diminished vision on my left side.  I was told I’d have to live with it.

Grandma to the Rescue

My paternal grandmother advised me to do exercises to help the situation and throughout the years things have improved but I wasn’t satisfied.

Enter the Mantra

Three years ago I felt fed up with what I thought were mediocre results.  I knew from my visualization work I could do better.  Determined I added a mantra to my daily walks.

I have excellent vision.  I have excellent eyesight.

Day after day, week after week, rain, snow, sun I repeated these words.

For years.

When I saw the lights flashing?  The mantras worked.

My body obeyed my manifestation intent.

The Flip Side

In the aftermath of the brain surgery I was subjected to EEGs multiple times a month every month for years.  During these tests they flashed lights at me in an attempt to induce a seizure.

Thankfully it didn’t happen but it was a miserable experience for a 10-year old sitting in the basement of a hospital to endure.

Today?  Those flashing lights showed me I’ve turned a dramatic corner.

When I was 16 I was told I would never heal. I would always be “that way.”

Obviously they were wrong.

I can see clearly now the rain has gone.

Be well.

Project Update – Podcasts

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I’m pleased to announce I am back to podcasting.  Episode 4: Tools for Toxic Environments will be available soon.  Unlike previous podcasts this Episode as well as follow-on episodes will be audio only and shorter.

A release date will be announced in the near future.

Be well.

Letting Go of Anger

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This morning I was thinking about a couple I know who have overcome adversity without being bitter for what they had to go through.  In point of fact they shower the world and everyone in their sphere with love and joy.  This had me recalling a conversation with a relative.  

Some years back at a family gathering.

“You were never angry like that.”

It was in the context of how individuals may act out their frustrations, might take their anger out on those around them.  

It wasn’t the time or place to get into it but truth was, I had been angry at one point in time.  I just held it inside.  

Source

Long before the Me-Too movement women in business were facing challenges.

In spite of a few bad apples I thrived in a male dominated industry.

I enjoyed a strong working relationship and work friendships with many guys – customers and coworkers – throughout my decades in tech.

I’m still friends with some of them decades later.

Solution

There came a point where I could see the anger I was holding inside was harming me and I did look for solutions. 

  • I read about forgiveness – the anger harms the person more than the one who did the harm.
  • I meditated
  • I read books on the subject
  • I talked to someone from my church

Weirdly, those actions only made me more angry.

What finally worked?

I will never forget the day.

I was pacing my bedroom raging at the injustice and suddenly – for whatever reason – I stopped mid-stomp and said to myself I had a right to be angry.

I was harmed. Anger is a natural response.

It was an epiphany.  

I had a right to be angry?

I stood staring at my dresser for the longest time with the words I have a right to be angry going through my mind on a loop.  And in that moment the anger dissolved.

It was giving myself the right to be angry that enabled me to let everything go and move on with my life.

Maybe sharing this will help someone going through their own challenge with emotions tied to being treated poorly.

Be well.

To Be Human Adversity is Necessary

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This morning I was reading an article about how Ozempic and its counterparts – available in pill form – will revolutionize weight loss.  As I was reading of the potential global impact of “a pill” a couple thoughts came to mind.

  • In Total Recall we see what life is like when you don’t have to actually live an experience to believe you’ve had it.**
  • Taking a pill without having to do any work is a slippery slope

I think this solution has incredible potential and can transform lives.  I also have concerns that taking a pill without understanding the underlying variables that got a person to the point of Type 2 diabetes means there’s a chance once the person stops taking the medication the variables – likely still a part of their lives – mean they are vulnerable to getting back to square one.

My conclusion?

Overcoming adversity is what makes us grow stronger.  It’s how we – as humans – have evolved throughout the centuries as we faced down existential threats in the form of ice ages, plagues, and more.  

In facing down those threats, finding cooperative ways as a society to overcome, we ensured we lived on stronger and theoretically better.

Overcoming adversity is what makes us human.  Take that away?  What will we be?

Pills and tech solutions can’t fix life if you don’t do the work.

Do the hard stuff.  You’ll thank yourself later.

Be well.

** I recognize athletes and others who use visualization (myself included) successfully tap into the brain’s natural ability to do this.

A Sign Spring is Around the Corner

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This is for A across the pond.

February and March are interesting months and depending where you live in the US confounding because you’re desperately looking for signs of spring and warmer [read better] days to come.

They fainted!

I remember my first house – seeing the daffodils popping up and thinking Mother Nature paid the bill!  Spring has sprung!  And then…

The next morning I was trying my hand with a snow blower so I could get my car out of the drive and get to work.

Never mind the plow doing the subdivision streets made it so I couldn’t get out of my driveway BLEEP. I just wanted to back out of my driveway so I could go to work.

NOTE: The snow blower vibrated so much the nut flew off – landed somewhere in the snow – never found it. Spent the entire time bent over holding the piece together – sprayed the wall of my house with a wall of snow** while bent over holding the thing together.

Can only imagine my neighbors watching – drinking beer and laughing at the fool trying to clear the driveway only to have the HOA plow block her ability to go to work.

I managed to get to work but…

Ginsu Moment

I pulled into my plowed driveway to see my precious daffodils had all fainted – their beautiful flowers laying their flower heads on ice cold snow.  

I thought they were dead.

I should have trusted Mother Nature.

Within 48 hours

Sun shining on snow  

Drove over the crunchy driveway snow to see my precious signs of spring were standing upright

Life knocks us down but then the sun comes out and we stand up again.

** Aaron still laughs at pulling up seeing a wall of snow on the brick of our house that didn’t melt til July along with the fact we never found the nut that flew off into grass covered in 6 inches of snow.

For Better Or Worse: EMF Sensitivity

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Working on my Dragon Core project – thoughts going through my mind.

EMF Sensitivity

Of course.

Not because I’m still sick because of it but because of random circumstance.

Been There Done That

It was after moving to the San Francisco Bay Area in the fall of 2000 I began to experience symptoms I learned were caused by my sensitivity to ultra low and very low EM Frequencies.

Note:  MY sensitivity.  I’ve often liken blaming cell towers for symptoms to blaming an oak tree for being allergic to it.

Not What You’d Think

The theory the San Francisco 49ers’ increased injuries are influenced by their proximity to an electrical substation have made headlines.

Interesting isn’t it that I didn’t get sick until I moved to the San Francisco Bay Area?

For Better or For Worse

What had me ruminating as I work on a fantasy romance series is the fact Aaron and I had only been married a year when we were plunged into the hell of the World of EMF.  A EE he is the one who ultimately figured out what was causing the mysterious and debilitating health symptoms upending my life.  

And together we walked the journey.

Think of that.  Only married a year and having to deal with something unfathomable.

Insult to EMF Injury

Basically the United States is the only country in the world that denies EMF Sensitivity is real.

In other words?  We were on our own.

Over a journey that spans decades Aaron helped me find answers – always ALWAYS believing in me.

Giving me countless hours to validate theories, facts, and remedies I can and have shared with the world.

That’s forever love.

Humiliation Gives Way to Strength

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Working on a novel when a memory from my days in tech surfaced.  A peon I was in a coveted internal training class.

I desperately wanted to be taken seriously, wanted to have the tech company I was working for while taking college classes at night invest in me.

By Your Command

Battlestar Galactica reference.

For days our instructor wrote command codes on a white board after which we typed them in and watched the WizyWig results.

What You See Is What You Get.

My Friend Friday

As it happens on the last day of class – before lunch break – our instructor wrote out a rather lengthy command code.  Exhausted and on autopilot I typed it in, hit Enter.

Oh My

Everything went down.  My initial reaction was confusion.  Then – as if the hounds of hell were in the room laughing – the instructor said, “But don’t hit this command unless you need to do an emergency hard shutdown because it will take the whole system down.”

Cheeks aflame – I’m not exaggerating – I stared out the window thinking I just ended my career.

My boss would hear about it and I’d never be sent to training again and without training I couldn’t advance let alone get any credibility leading to a promotion.

Humiliation Personified

I will never forget 

  • The look of confusion on the instructor’s face when the system didn’t respond
  • The sound of my tablemate’s voice when he leaned close and said “I know what you did.”
  • The instructor from another classroom who came running in to ask “Did you lose -?”

Sink or Swim

I had a decision to make.  Own up to what I did or slink away with the rest of the group as we were told the class was abruptly and irreparably ended.

I could feel the eyes of the my tablemate boring a hole in the left side of my head.

Did I mention I was the only woman in the class and younger than everyone by about 15 years?  Oh, and my boss had to get a special waiver to get me into the class.

My heart thumping hard enough to leap out of my petrified chest I tentatively raised my hand after which I said, “I thought it was another one of your commands so I typed it then hit enter.”

I will never forget the look on her face – like Seriously?

As humiliating as that career moment was it added a bit of rebar in the building of being comfortable – when it comes to career and life mistakes – in my own skin.

I can be proud of the person I see in the mirror in the morning because I know that person tries their best.

And – regardless of mistakes – always has.

Be well

Note: When I told my tech mentor? He roared with laughter then shared moments of career humiliation so I wouldn’t feel quite so awful.