Oh how I love a mystery
Of the EMF kind
Surprisingly, the Technologic Pillar.
Sensitivity V. Awareness
I write in Under Siege: Tools and Strategies for Dealing with the Pillars of EMF Sensitivity there is a difference between Sensitivity and Awareness.
I am no longer sickened by EMFs – Sensitivity. I am, however, still Aware of a number of them.
I have long been aware of the impact of electricity on my well-being.
I have been able to hear the buzzing of electricity for as long as I can remember.
I was 8 when my dad helped me figure it out.
We had a power out and I asked him why it was suddenly “so quiet. ”
It wasn’t easy to figure out.
It was when I told him how it reminded me of being up north camping – no electricity – that things began to fall into place.
I’ve always heard the electricity in power lines.
My dad knew this.
Marrying a EE
Fate or coincidence?
Aaron was fascinated when I told him – early in our dating years – I only have true quiet during a power outage.
Ginsu Knife Moment
Aka There’s More!
It was around this time – 8 years of age – I learned I could hear alarm systems at retail establishments.
Those big white pedestals at the entrance to the stores.
I remember it as a weird low-pitched ringing in my ear.
My mom could hear it too, as could my paternal grandmother and a few of my aunts.
As I was never sickened by this I didn’t put it into the EMF Sensitivity bucket.
Though Aaron and I covered a hell of a lot of electricity ground while researching for Riding the Waves: Diagnosing, Treating, and Living with EMF Sensitivity.
Not long after moving into the house we live in I told Aaron there was something off about a specific outlet.
An outdoor outlet. One with caps to keep rain from getting in.
I wasn’t able to say exactly what -.
It may take time but the story always comes out.
With nothing to go on but a “feeling” nothing was done.
The outlet worked.
A recent bout with the 4th Pillar had me wondering if something about the outlet was involved.
Enough to do a location test.
Early feedback had Aaron deciding to go ahead and replace the outlet.
Good thing he did.
Turns out there was a 15 Amp outlet in a 20 Amp circuit.
He held it up to me as I sat on the back porch which was the location test site and said, “Not good and it’s warm.”
Continuing the test meant relocating back to the work location of choice which is on the opposite side of the wall with that outlet.
The circuit breaker was off so Aaron could work on it.
The second I got close to the area I knew there’d been a change.
I told Aaron “Oh my god I feel so much better. The buzzing is gone.”
That buzzing was not only in my ears it was in my body’s energy system.
Incidentally I’ve been saying something was wrong with that outlet for over 2 years.
No proof other than saying I felt it. And I mean felt it.
I can’t fault Aaron. He’s lived this EMF nightmare with me long enough to believe me but as the outlet was working there wasn’t much to do but wait and see.
While he went to the hardware to get a new outlet I continued the test by sitting where I typically do when I work and did a bit of reading.
Still taking a writing break.
I wasn’t about to lose the opportunity to do a bit of EMF Sensitivity Pillar research.
I’ve said more than once, I learn something new about it every day.
As I was perusing the news my attention was caught
And I mean caught.
Earth is Spinning Faster Than Usual, Giving Us the Shortest Day EVER Recorded
From the article
On June 29, the National Physical Laboratory in England recorded the shortest day in history: 1.59 milliseconds less than 24 hours. And Earth’s quick-spinning day earlier this summer isn’t a one-off fluke, either.
It’s that last that truly made me smile.
The 4th Pillar
Aka HARD TO QUANTIFY
I’m telling you!
We hadn’t lived here but perhaps two months when I told Aaron the earth was spinning faster.
I hypothesized it was because we were so much farther north in latitude than we’d lived previously; just another health impact I would never have known about.
He reminded me the earth spins faster at the equator than at the poles.
I told him I didn’t care. I knew the earth was spinning faster up here.
I could feel it.
Why this matters.
From the time I was little I have been very aware of Nature’s energy.
Connected to it.
After relocating to the East Bay, California in 2000, I lost that connection.
Loss of the 4th Pillar is one of the earliest symptoms of EMF Sensitivity.
Though early indications after moving to the Pacific Northwest were promising, I was concerned.
Would I be able to reestablish the connection at the level I had before moving from the Midwest in late 2000?
As I’ve written, when I broke the news to Aaron he’d be marrying a psychic I said, “There will be things I know. Things you’ll have to accept even though I may not have proof at the time. You’re going to have to trust me.”
I also wrote that his “Okay” was given awfully fast.
That was 25 years ago and while he definitely gets it now there have been a few proof bumps along the way.
Including that something was wrong in the East Bay!
But that was then…
Not even the doctors could find proof anything was wrong.
I’ll admit I get frustrated when I can’t find explanations.
But I don’t give up!
Sitting on the couch researching a Technologic Pillar I got the proof I’d been looking for – from the Esoteric Pillar.
I knew the earth was spinning faster! Knew it! Felt it!
Even better it’s someone else who bears the burden of proof.
The outlet has been replaced, the circuit turned on, and I still hear silence.
Nothing in my ears and nothing in my bones.
As for the Earth spinning faster?
As someone who has had quite the interesting relationship with time up to and especially after the NDE I can tell you it was not the funnest thing to go through. At the same time it’s one of a number of temporal adjustments I’ve had to make in recent years.
Some of which will be posted on the other site in an upcoming feature.
At the very least I can rest a bit easier knowing that once again my gut steered me in the right direction.
EMF Pillar Wise
Typical day in my life
Whether or not that’s a bad thing I couldn’t – with any sincerity – say. Maybe someday I’ll have a better answer.